Is There Anything Too Hard?

[MajestyJo]

What is considered hard? Is it due to our defects of character getting in the way. Have we asked for them to be removed.

Is it hard because barriers are in the way? Perhaps they are of your own making or is it your closed mind not willing to accept.

Is it hard, because you question the program of recovery or yourself? Does this mean you are not ready to full commit to recovery? Does it mean you have a trap door set so you can slip back out when you run into an issue you don't want to face.

What is hard for me is getting a daily routine. I had to accept a lot of things, it is good that I didn't have to like it in order to do. My sobriety is a priority, without it, I have nothing. No matter how hard it is, nothing is worth a relapse. For me to use is to die, I choose life.

Life can be hard and difficult at times, but as I work through things with the help of my God, I grow and gain experience as to how to deal with things in the future.

Trying it alone is unthinkable. My life was hard prior to recovery, why should I want to go back there? I don't want to be that type of person any more.