Good reading...I was so afraid of myself...when I started to see who I really was through much spiritual work in recovery...I tended to see the bad person...i punished rather than letting the spirit work within me to remove fear ...I shied away ...I consider myself a seeker...in today I no longer have to seek for I have found that place of peace of mind, body and spirit...I am learning day by day to see the times God has carried me...I am alive today for a true reason,...I am not a bad person, I am a person who made many bad choices..but through meditation, prayer and the program and recovered friends I learned that "hey I am a pretty neat person" I think I can love myself on most days. I learned that it is okay to let each day unfold in a spiritual manner....for this I am grateful! Peace, Schell
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