looking for support

[MajestyJo]

Welcome lonelyheart, thank you for signing in and sharing. Only you can decide whether you are an alcoholic. I was told, "Ask yourself if you quit when you want to." I played the blame game and blamed the people in my life and I had to look at myself and take responsibility for my own life. I was still in denial after being in AA for two years. I finally saw myself as other people saw me. I used alcohol like I used pills, relationships, food, and other things like work, my computer, busy not being able to be alone and looking for something outside of myself, to make me feel better. I had to start by looking at myself and didn't like what I saw and made the decision to change.