Don’t Waste Your Pain

[MajestyJo]

One thing I learned was the fact that it doesn't make it better to put someone else down to make you feel better.

It didn't help me to heal by focusing others instead of looking at myself and looking at my part. For the most part, I was in the situation as a result of my decisions made and my unwillingness to change out of the unknown.

I played many roles, I tried to be what other people thought I should be. As much as I like playing the blame game, I can't change others, I can change my thinking which leads to new direction and decisions.

As they say in Al-Anon, "Let it begin with me." Through my God, all things are possible.

I need to clean up my side of the street, make things right with my God, and find and live my truth.