As all my problems were continuing to mount I started to become very good at putting them off, and from doing this I got very comfortable at doing nothing. I then became stuck and was unable to change anything. I didn't like where I was, or who I had become, or even how I had gotten to be like this, but the worst thing was I was unable to do anything about any of this, and as things got worse for me the longer this went on it became so unbearable I finally wanted out of all of this. I couldn't stand this any longer and finally took some action because I wanted something to change and they did the minute I stopped putting off doing the things I needed to do, and the first thing that I needed to do that I had kept putting off was to ask for help. For as long I was willing to put off doing this, for just that long nothing was going to change for me, but when I finally did everything changed, and for the better, unbelievable so. I now wish I hadn't put off doing this for as long as I did.