None of us usually like the rate that we experience growth in our recovery. It's either too fast or too slow for our liking, but we can rest assured it's coming one way or another. It's what recovery is all about. Us taking inventory of ourselves sometimes seems like a way of letting us know what growth will be coming up next in our life. It's like there's something that knows where we need to grow and gives us the situations by which that can happen. Once we are aware of this we can sit back and wait for what's next, knowing that we are going to be better off because of it. Being open to this and allowing it to happen takes a lot of effort when we begin, but the rewards for doing so are much greater than when in the past we were trying to hide from doing this. Look out, it's coming, ready or not it's time to grow or go.