Your chance for recovery may only happen once, some believe this. In deciding what to do with your opportunity to begin recovery be sure to remember this. I've known many people that wanted to get recovery after turning their back on at first that just didn't seem able to get it no matter how hard they tried. Their only chance at becoming a better person through the recovery process was ruined. Thankfully, I was told this when I was making my decision, not as a threat, but as the shared experience of what has happened to others, seen by those who have gone before me. Decided carefully your very life may be hanging in the balance.