H is for H.O.W. How the program works, honesty, open mindedness, and willingness.
Unless I could get honest with me, I couldn't stay clean. If I didn't open my mind to new things, my best thinking got me to the doors of recovery. I had to be willing to go to any length to stay clean and sober. Using was not an option. I had to get honest and accept the fact that for me, to use is to die.