Sometimes we don't always have the love and support of our kin and we find what we need in our home group and the members in the fellowship.
Don't forget that kin, knew us from our past and have to get to know us in today. How many promises we made in the past and action we preformed, that was hurtful and abusing. They have to get to see us walk our walk and learn to trust. Trust isn't something you get, it is something that you need to earn.
Keep affirming yourself.
Keep going to meetings, you will find yourself there.